Hmm it's been a while since my last blog, but I HAVE been wanting to, so much to say and share, but there's so little time to actually write ^^" Despite feeling as if the year has just started, term one is almost over. :S Scary isn't it....Doesn't it make you think about what we have done? Achieved? Learnt?Seen?Felt?Would we do it all the same or change certain things? The past week/s or so have been riddled with growth, realizations, fun, moments of regret, stress (just a lil? haha....^^") & ATTEMPTS to persuade (certain) people that they are better than they think they are (I nva knew how hard it was, but come on you've got have SOME faith in yourself/life right?! And yes, I proabably know all too well, that life can sometimes b a bitch but that's beside the point....atm). There were even times of pissed-off-nes (lol I knoe, I know that isn't a word but I have a temporary writers block ^^”) Eh, really don't like being in that mood, but sometimes it's inevitable I suppose.
To find shards of light in the river of darkness, the joy in bleaker times is, of course, an acquired skill in life that many, especially at the moment, seem to lack >.> In my many moments of procrastination, which I prefer to call "breaks" :P, I'm currently staring out the window at the moment at a sky of the palest blue, laced with white streaks of wispy clouds. The radio's on and a soulful catchy song is pumping in the background (Natalie Bassingthwaithte's 1000 stars btw :P) The sunlight baths all that it touches in a golden sheen. Then, something stirs deep inside, or more like there is momentary glimpse of a still sense of contentment, of peace. Something so rare in this chaotic world, where greed rules and dissatisfaction seems far too common. Ok, so I may have a massive truck load of homework that I will do, (after this ^^") my right hand kinda still hurts a lil (damn my unco-ness! >.<) plus plenty more things that I should've done, but somehow, today, right now, these things aren't spinning me into disastrous whirlpool (just yet but meh....:P) That instant of simply accepting the things that are happening or have happened, good or bad, that instant seems to just override all that - even if it is for a mere moment. How long has it been since you've last felt like this? Is this a chance experience or but a state of mind? Can one voluntarily be in, and feel, such unwavering power and tranquility. Nevertheless I am still smiling, and feel as if I can face all that is in front of me, despite the bleakest of news and situations that I must face. The song now fades into silence, and the sun begins to settle beneath the horizon. Yet another song starts continuing the cycle of music, like the life we share with others that make it so special, it keeps going. Through the highs and lows. Which brings me to another one of my many random quotes: :P
~Life is a melodious song, so listen and dance to the music that's in play, and don't wait for merely the finale.
(btw they were just some random photos that caught my eye :))
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5:31 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Haha just a shout out to every1's favourite Fuji apple who's just turned another year older ^^ Looking forward to sharing many great times in ur 17th yr, and hopefully many more years to come :)
LOL and to celebrate Pricilla and I decided to cover her locker (withoutbreaking into her locker....much....) with exactly 97 (*edit: 112 after Annie's recount! lol) post it notes with cute/random msgs/pics all over her locker (thanx Annie for actually taking the time to count them - wonder if she's finished reading them all yet....:P) The present was also literally covered/padded with LOTS of these notes and wrapped and put in a box, in a box, in a box in a box (and yes that wasn't a typo or malfunction of your comp so don't hit it :P there WERE that many layers :P) in her locker. By the way it's the yellow box thing in the vid that's uploaded.
Just a quick congratulations to Clarence and Be Ying's SISTER who bravely shaved today as part of the World’s Greatest Shave! :) Haha you guys can donate the money saved from not having to buy conditioner ^^
But alas the day didn't turn out to be perfect (not that any day is since 'perfect' is but a concept and perception) but I didn't let that dampen the mood (despite wanting to literally cry since I MAJORLY screwed my specialist SAC up but that's another story and I would prefer to keep in a relatively happy/neutral state of mind) So after the SAC, Annie generously shouted us all whilst disregarding protests that we'll buy it ourselves (MJ, Yen Wen, Gary, Jason, Kev, Mishy, Phillip, Henry and me) Happy Cup! ^^ Hehe thank you birthday girl - wow I just realized that that's a lot of happy cups ^^"
Also took a couple of photos and eventually walked Annie to Tye (eh so dedicated -.-" lol) Haha and considering we ALMOST forgot 2 sing her happy birthday....we sang/shouted (mostly out of tune and not but hey it’s the thought that counts right? ^^") right outside Tye with the door EVER so slightly cracked open so the people inside can hear too ;) Hehehe her blush was priceless though :) LOL Gary, Jason and I even snuck up the stairs again to try and surprise her again after she went up but somehow lost her o.0 haha and the receptionist lady gave us a weird look 2 ^^" opps....
It's these things that seems to make a day complete, these random moments that create memories, these small but special times that truly make life worth living and sharing. Oh and btw: EVERYONE WEAR SOMETHING CULTURAL TO CULTURAL DIVERSITY DAY TOMORROW! ^^ Be proud of your origin, you can even come in casual if you want! But take this last chance to express your individuality yet universality as one country embedded with many cultures. It doesn't matter if you're Asian, Indian, Aussie, English, Greek, Italian, Russian or whatever, it doesn't matter if you choose to come in your sari, Canadian rugby top or just plain casual - dress up and be part of the celebrative fun! ^^ So as a challenge to do something different, I urge you to rummage through your wardrobe and find something to wear tomorrow. YES tomorrow :) What other time is there where we can run around school with a flag as a cape, running and screaming like and not look like total idiots? ^^
Anyway am off to do something more productive than "fine tuning my creativity" for eng :P (one of which is to actually decide what to wear tomorrow ^^" lol)
